You know, I don’t even give a fuck anymore.
I’ve been replaced thousand times by other people, by my friends, by my ex boyfriend, I know how this feels & I am used to the pain. I am not gonna sweat over people who don’t wanna be a part of my life. I never throw away friendships, I work hard for it because I care about people who are in my life, but if thats not enough for somebody the door is open & they can get the fuck out. I give all I can to people & if its not good enough its not my fucking problem anymore.
I am working hard for a better future & for my dreams, you wanna be a part of it? Walk beside me then. You wanna work with me? Tell me & lets do it. You wanna have me in your life? Have me, I am all yours.
I am not that hard to handle & I am not that hard to understand, you just need to have a desire for it. If I am not worth your time you are definitely not worth mine.
So my brother’s boss called me & asked me if I will be able to edit their company video for a good reward.
I need to call my brother & thank him for recommending me to his boss!!!
While some of these bitches are focusing on finding a rich husband, I am focused on being a rich wife.
I am always extremely scared to get close to somebody because either they are gonna stay or leave there is no in between & the saddest thing is that nobody wants to stay these days.
I have few people in my mind I wanna have a photoshoot with & put it on my portfolio. The list is still growing. & I dont care if I will have to travel the world for them, I will get them on my portfolio one way or another.
I am a very outspoken person & I will say whatever I feel like I have to say & as far as I can see outspoken women are considered bitches, but this is not gonna stop me. I will be me. Forever & always.
I cant stand people who try to be smart asses but fails miserably.
I can’t stand posts with “Marry someone who will…" or "Date someone who will…" Can you stop it already? When I read this kinda bullshit I laugh every time because you can’t put love into frames & you can’t put any rules on it. Every person is different & every person wants different stuff from another human being.
There are no limitations, restrictions & rules when it comes to love so please stop writing about it like its some kinda math formula.
That kid actually said he hates photography while sitting on tumblr & re-bloging photography
So I guess it’s Thanksgiving over there. huh?
We don’t have Thanksgiving here, but whoever does HAPPY THANKSGIVING YA’LL!!!!!!!!
Finally I have decided what I wanna do on this beautiful night. It’s surprisingly warm and not windy and stars are out tonight so I am not gonna miss this because it’s too inspiring.
I am taking my computer, a blanket, coffee (to keep myself more warm) & I am hitting the roof!!! That’s where I am gonna create tonight. Gonna edit some videos, photoshop some pictures, still have some music to mix & I am going to be inspired to the fullest. I will be able to feel the starry sky above me & to see a wonderful view in front of me. I am loving my night already!
I am definitely going for a late night walk tonight. I am a sucker for a starry sky.
It’s like I wanna go to sleep but at the same time I don’t.
I would take my camera & go for a late night walk, but it’s way too cold outside. I am not prepared for this.