I just spoke with my cousin & her fianceeee. Tomorrow is their wedding & they will have it in Bangkok , because that’s were they live right now. They look so happy!!!! I love them both so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They will have such a beautiful wedding, can’t wait to see the pictures.

It’s extremely hard to get close to me. I mean real close. I have this huge & thick shell on me that only few can break.

Personally I think that everybody should be this way, maybe that’s how you won’t get hurt so easily. I think you need to scan every person before you let them in. I have been hurt way too many times to hand my heart & my trust so easily to somebody. But when I do it’s for life. Maybe the road to my feelings & my heart can be bumpy & really hard but when I will see you not stopping in the middle of it, showing interest & pushing through it then I will let you in & I will show you every part of me. I promise.

I am really getting sick of seeing posts like: men need to do that, men need to act this way or another. What about us women? Like we are so perfect, some of us need some serious teaching how to treat our men, because they get hurt too. Maybe they don’t show it, maybe they are not so emotional like us, but it doesnt mean they don’t give a fuck.

I hate confusing situations & being confused by another person.

Don’t tell me something & then do the opposite. Just keep it real with me. Thats all I ask for.

I can’t imagine myself getting purposed to, getting married & having babies. It’s not because I don’t want to I do so don’t get me wrong. But I just can’t imagine that. I can see myself doing thousand of things, but not that. Maybe because I am not in a relationship right now & I never had a very long relationship like my other friends had like for three years & more , living with their boyfriends right now & they can strongly say they can see themselves getting married, having kids and all that stuff, actually they are planning all of this & I just can’t & honestly it upsets me so much & it scares the shit out of me at some point. What if I will never have that?

I get these thoughts a lot & I hate it.

Some girls try way too hard to be sexy. Sexiness goes from the inside. Don’t strike a pose, don’t give those duck lips if you don’t have confidence in yourself, because all of this looks so forced & awkward.

First accept yourself, love yourself, build up a huge confidence that would shine through, then create your own image of sexy. Thats it.

It’s very hard to figure out what you wanna do with your life so quickly. I only live once so I wanna make sure I do it right. I wanna lead myself to an area where I would be driven with the biggest passion, where I would be able to create, bring something new & just do it and do it and do it and do it. Wherever I can create, like clothes, music or something like that I am happy. Because I have tons of ideas in my head I have the greatest eye for that since I was a little kid. Thats just who I am & I don’t wanna go off this road because I know that’s how God made me by blessing me with all these abilities. I cant hold all these ideas in my head because I know I will lose my true self this way, I need to let it all out & excite other people with it because I know this is what I do best.

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I got a lot of anonymous messages asking me to help them figure out if it’s worth it to be in a relationship with a person if you fight or argue with him/her or if it’s better to let it go.

So I decided to make a post about it so here we go.

It’s honestly a shame when people think that everything & everybody needs to be perfect. Life is not an easy road it had it’s ups & downs, sometimes it gets bumpy & tricky & do you want to let go life because of it? No, because you remember how many memorable moments life has brought to you over the years. Same goes with a person. It’s impossible to get to know a person without having a little argument here & there, that’s how you GET TO KNOW A PERSON, what makes him tick, what he doesn’t like, what upsets him & what piss him off, how he reacts in some situations. What is the point being with a person if you only know his bright side? That’s something I’d never be able to deal with while I am in a relationship. Everybody has their black & white, warm & cold, so sooner you’ll figure out that sooner you’ll learn how to handle it & how to find a peace in a relationship. Maybe you will leave a person for some dumb arguments, don’t you think you won’t have arguments with another person? Do you really think it will be always bright and sunny with another person by your side? Hell no. You will be dealing with the exact same thing.

So before bringing out the bad stuff, just sit there & think if somebody else is going to love you or care about you as much as that person does. There are all kinds of love in the world but NEVER the same love twice. Don’t let a good thing go, because I swear you will regret it for the rest of your life.

My man needs to know how to slap my ass right!! I won’t take weak slaps, that’s not my thing.

When I wont feel appreciated by another person, I will run away as fast as I can. Not because idgaf anymore but because the worst feeling is not to feel appreciated & wanted. So whats the point